I've been feeling extremely estranged from my friends out of reasons that i dont really know myself.. Why do i have to care? Worry about others? Help in their well being?.. When none of them really care about me in the first place.. Haha.. Feeling kinda “EMO”-tional there.. Hey i cant help it since i feel alone here, eventhough at least one of my friends or acquaintance is here i guess..
I guess its cause the exam is coming up.. But to say he didnt affect myself is not true.. He just keep to himself and now i dont even feel like talking to other people anymore and i just spend time talking in my head..
I mean why be nice when you are not really feeling like it..?? Hey i guess its freedom of choice.. *idling* i've run out of things to say.. See ya..
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